Reclaimed by Madeleine Roux REVIEW

Summary:

The Ganymede facility is a fresh start. At least that's what Senna tells herself when she arrives to take part in a cutting-edge scientific treatment where participants have traumatic memories erased.

And Senna has reasons for wanting to escape her past.

But almost as soon as the treatment begins, Senna finds more than just her traumatic memories disappearing. She hardly recognizes her new life or herself. Even though the cure might justify the side effects of the process, Senna knows that something isn't right. As her side effects worsen, Senna will need to band together with the other participants to unravel the mystery of her present and save her future.

My Thoughts:

Senna was born and raised in a cult, which she narrowly escaped with her life. Her family and the rest of the cult members weren't so lucky. When she finds a treatment trial to erase traumatic memories, Senna jumps at the chance. But when she arrives at the facility, even before the treatment, things seem off. There is a bad storm that traps them all there for days, she starts seeing shadows, and her non-traumatic memories are also effected by the treatment.

The summary is slightly misleading, as Senna is only one of the main characters. We also follow Zurri, a model, and Han, a teenage genius. The chapters alternate between the three of them. They are mostly well-developed, with Zurri being the least of the three. I really like the concept of the story - how memories, even bad ones, shouldn't necessarily be forgotten. I also liked the concept behind how the memories are erased, which we learn more about towards the end of the novel. I do wish that the villain of the story was more developed, as he seemed one-dimensional and stereotypical. Otherwise, this was a very interesting read.

My Rating: 3 stars 

Dead Silence by S. A. Barnes REVIEW

Summary:

Claire Kovalik is days away from being unemployed - made obsolete - when her beacon-repair crew picks up a strange distress signal. With nothing to lose and no desire to return to Earth, Claire and her team decide to investigate.

What they find is shocking: the Aurora, a famous luxury spaceliner that vanished on its maiden tour of the solar system more than twenty years ago. A salvage claim like this could set Claire and her crew up for life. But a quick search of the ship reveals something isn't right.

Whispers in the dark. Flickers of movement. Messages scrawled in blood. Claire must fight to hold onto her sanity and find out what really happened on the Aurora before she and her crew meet the same ghastly fate.

My Thoughts:

This was such a breath of fresh air and exciting to read. The story goes back and forth between past and present of Claire telling her story. Rejected from the multiple jobs in space she applied for, Claire has to head back to Earth for an office job - something she never wanted to do. She likes the silence and peace of being out among the stars with little to no human interaction. Her crew is against going to assist the distress signal, but their minds change when they see the ship. They could make a lot of money taking things from it, and the families of the dead on board would finally know what happened to their loved ones. But upon entering the ship, Claire starts to see and hear things. This isn't abnormal for her, as she has the ability to see ghosts, but something is different about it this time. When her crew starts experiencing the same, it becomes a battle to continue their mission without going crazy.

I like the development of Claire and her crewmate Kane, who are the main focuses of the novel. We get to know things about their pasts and their life before this mission. Claire is the sole survivor of a tragedy that killed her mother, and Kane is a single father with a daughter on Earth. Claire is telling the story because she was found in an escape pod without her crew to Verux officials, who want to know what happened and why she is alone. They don't believe her about seeing things on the ship, of course, but they need a statement and want to go find the ship. Near the end, they convince her to go with them to get it so she can show them where everything is - but it turns out that they want to take some things and explode the ship with her on it. The disappearance of the ship and the deaths of the passengers wasn't an accident - they were experimenting with sound waves, which made the people on board crazy and start killing each other. Claire has to grab Kane and try to escape before they blow up the ship.

My Rating: 5 stars

One Dark Window by Rachel Gillig REVIEW

Summary:

Elspeth Spindle needs more than luck to stay safe in the eerie, mist-locked kingdom she calls home - she needs a monster. She calls him the Nightmare, an ancient, mercurial spirit trapped in her head. He protects her. He keeps her secrets. But nothing comes for free, especially magic.

When Elspeth meets a mysterious highwayman on the forest road, her life takes a drastic turn. Thrust into a world of shadow and deception, she joins a dangerous quest to cure the kingdom of the dark magic infecting it. Except the highwayman just so happens to be the King's own nephew, Captain of the Destriers . . . and guilty of high treason.

He and Elspeth have until Solstice to gather twelve Providence Cards - the keys to the cure. But as the stakes heighten and their undeniable attraction intensifies, Elspeth is forced to face her darkest secret yet: the Nightmare is slowly, darkly, taking over her mind. And she might not be able to stop him.

My Thoughts:

This book was a lot of fun, and reminded me of why I used to love fantasy so much. Elspeth had gotten sick as a child - the kind of sick where you would be taken away and killed. But her family hid her illness, and she went to stay with her aunt and uncle to be safe and away from prying eyes, as her father works for the King. The illness did not give her magic, although when she touched a Providence Card, a monster took refuge in her head. All magic other than Providence Cards is strictly forbidden after a tragedy happened centuries ago, making the mist something to fear. 

I really like the writing here, it reminds me of fantasy novels I used to read, full of description and escape, but not overwritten. Elspeth is a compelling character, and we learn things as she does. For years, she didn't realize that the voice in her head could actually help her by taking over her body. We learn that the cards, if used too much, cause degeneration, where the user gets weaker and weaker with each use. But Elspeth doesn't know what hers will look like, until the voice tells her. The Nightmare is actually the soul of the Shepherd King, who died centuries ago, and each time she asks for help, Elspeth is weakened. Eventually, he will take over her body for good. Collecting all of the cards breaks the curse of the mist and cures those effected by magic, but there's one problem: one card has been missing for centuries, ever since the death of the Shepherd King. The romance between Elspeth and Ravyn is done very well. They do not fall at first sight, it takes most of the book before they are together, and it is merely a subplot of the book. It ends on a cliffhanger, and I am excited for the next one.

My Rating: 5 stars

Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo REVIEW

Summary:

Galaxy “Alex” Stern is the most unlikely member of Yale’s freshman class. Raised in the Los Angeles hinterlands by a hippie mom, Alex dropped out of school early and into a world of shady drug dealer boyfriends, dead-end jobs, and much, much worse. By age twenty, in fact, she is the sole survivor of a horrific, unsolved multiple homicide. Some might say she’s thrown her life away. But at her hospital bed, Alex is offered a second chance: to attend one of the world’s most elite universities on a full ride. What’s the catch, and why her?

Still searching for answers to this herself, Alex arrives in New Haven tasked by her mysterious benefactors with monitoring the activities of Yale’s secret societies. These eight windowless “tombs” are well-known to be haunts of the future rich and powerful, from high-ranking politicos to Wall Street and Hollywood’s biggest players. But their occult activities are revealed to be more sinister and more extraordinary than any paranoid imagination might conceive.

My Thoughts:

While this book was difficult to get into, it got really interesting about 50ish pages in. The chapters go back and forth between past and present, and the world building is very well done. Alex is the kind of character that you hate at one moment and love the next. She has a messy past with drugs and murder, but she's likable enough to root for. Alex is on the hunt for a murderer, who may or may not be connected to one of the secret societies at Yale. While it seems like there's no connection at first, she digs in deeper and finds information that was buried deep and could also connect to the disappearance of Darlington, her mentor. My only issue with this book, other than it being difficult to get into, is that Alex is the only well-rounded character here. While I cared about Dawes and Darlington, they were underdeveloped, and the rest of the characters felt like they were just there and had no depth. The plot twist towards the end would have been better if I had felt any sort of connection to Belbalm/Daisy. However, I do look forward to reading the sequel.

My Rating: 4 stars 

They Never Learn by Layne Fargo REVIEW

Summary:

Every year, Dr. Clark searches for the worst man at Gorman University and plots his demise. Thanks to her planning, she's avoided drawing attention to herself - but as she's preparing for her biggest kill yet, the school starts probing into the body count on campus. Determined to keep her enemies close, Scarlett insinuates herself into the investigation. Everything's going according to her master plan . . . until she loses control with her latest victim.

Meanwhile, Gorman student Carly Schiller is simply trying to survive her freshman year. Finally free of her abusive father, Carly just wants to fade into the background. Her roommate has other ideas. Allison Hadley is cool and confident, and the two girls quickly form an intense friendship. So when Allison is assaulted at a party, Carly becomes obsessed with making the attacker pay . . . and turning her fantasies about revenge into a reality.

My Thoughts:

The book is told from two POVs: Scarlett and Carly. Scarlett is a professor at Gorman and is tired of terrible men getting away with hurting women. She secretly kills them, but stages them as suicides. Her next target is one of her colleagues - Kinnear. But then Mina, Kinnear's ex-wife, comes onto the scene to investigate the deaths of students, and Scarlett has to lay low and get sneaky. Carly is a new student who comes from an abusive family and wants to be able to be herself away from them. She quickly befriends Allison and her friend Wes, and things are finally looking up for her. But when she sees Allison - who was most likely drugged - being assaulted, she steps up to take care of her and wants the man to pay. Carly quickly learns that even the men you think you can trust, can secretly be horrible people, as evident when she goes to report the assault, and when Wes starts acting seemingly out of character.

I loved this novel. Carly and Scarlett are perfectly developed as characters, and the writing is powerful. Revenge stories are always some of my favorites, and this one did not disappoint. The twist towards the middle was so mind-blowing, and it took a while for it to settle in my brain. The only thing that I would have changed about this book was that there wasn't more kills. I would absolutely recommend picking this one up.

My Rating: 5 stars

Delilah Green Doesn't Care by Ashley Herring Blake REVIEW

Summary:

Delilah Green swore she would never go back to Bright Falls - nothing is there for her but memories of a lonely childhood in which she was little more than a burden to her cold and distant stepfamily. Her life is in New York, with her photography career finally gaining steam and her bed never empty. Sure, there's a different woman in it every night, but that's just fine with her.

When Delilah's estranged stepsister, Astrid, pressures her into photographing her wedding with a guilt trip and a five-figure check, Delilah finds herself in the godforsaken town that she used to call home. She plans to breeze in and out, but then she sees Claire Sutherland, one of Astrid's stuck-up besties, and decides that maybe there's some fun (and a little retribution) to be had in Bright Falls after all.

Having raised her eleven-year-old daughter mostly on her own while dealing with her unreliable ex and running a bookstore, Claire Sutherland depends upon a life without surprises. And Delilah Green is an unwelcome surprise . . . at first. Though they've known each other for years, they don't really know each other, so Claire is unsettled when Delilah figures out exactly what buttons to push. When they're forced together during the gauntlet of wedding preparations - including a plot to save Astrid from her horrible fiancé - Claire isn't sure she has the strength to resist Delilah's charms. Even worse, she's starting to think she doesn't want to . . . 

My Thoughts:

This was a really fun book. Delilah is estranged from her stepfamily who were distant from her as a child after she lost her father, and doesn't want to go back to her hometown. But needing the money, she goes back to be the photographer for Astrid's wedding. Claire unknowingly approaches her at the bar, but is scared off once it's revealed who she is. Delilah plans to be a pain to her stepfamily the whole time she's there, and even tells Astrid that she'd bet her that she can get Claire into her bed before the wedding. But feelings start to happen, and Delilah and Astrid reconcile. It turns out that Astrid really did want to be close to her growing up, but gave up after being rejected continuously when she asked Delilah if she wanted to hang out. Astrid realizes what a terrible person she's engaged to, and they break things off. Delilah and Claire end up together at the end. The only issue I had with this book was the lack of payoff to the reconciliation. It's brought up constantly how Delilah feels about how she grew up, but when the payoff happens, it's not really long enough to make the impact that the author likely intended, which is a shame.

My Rating: 4 stars

Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk REVIEW

Summary:

She's a fashion model who has everything: a boyfriend, a career a loyal best friend. But when a sudden freeway "accident" leaves her disfigured and incapable of speech, she goes from being the beautiful center of attention to being an invisible monster, so hideous that no one will acknowledge she exists. Enter Brandy Alexander, Queen Supreme, one operation away from becoming a real woman, who will teach her that reinventing yourself means erasing your past and making up something better. And that salvation hides in the last places you'll ever want to look.

My Thoughts:

I really thought I was going to like this book. But the writing style, insufferable characters, and disappointing ending ruined the experience for me. The main character, who we later learns name is Shannon, is the narrator, and she consistently tells the story out of order practically every paragraph going to a different point in time. But the first chapter seems intriguing - until you get to the end, where the plot twist happens and it's not great. Shannon is an unreliable narrator up till the end, which is usually something I enjoy. But I felt nothing for the characters, not even Shannon. From the beginning, she tells us her brother died from AIDs, but we find out later that he turned into Brandy and faked his death. The characters are all self destructive for no reason - except maybe the main character. We learn that Shannon's "accident" was really something she did to herself as a social experiment to start over and be a different person. Insufferable characters aren't always a problem for me, but the writing style was the nail in the coffin for the reason I did not enjoy this book at all.

My Rating: 2 stars 

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid REVIEW

Summary:

Reclusive Hollywood icon Evelyn Hugo is finally ready to tell the truth about her glamorous and scandalous life. But when she chooses unknown magazine reporter Monique Grant to write her story, no one is more astounded than Monique herself.

Determined to use this opportunity to jump-start her career, Monique listens in fascination. From making her way to Los Angeles in the 1950s to leaving show business in the '80s - and of course, the seven husbands along the way - Evelyn unspools a tale of ruthless ambition, unexpected friendship, and a great forbidden love. But as Evelyn's story nears its conclusion, it becomes clear that her life intersects with Monique's own in tragic and irreversible ways.

My Thoughts:

Monique is stunned and excited to work on this project, and Evelyn reveals that she's not here to write an article - she wants her here to write an authorized biography to be published after her death. I really like the back and forth writing between the past and present. You get to hear Evelyn's nuanced thoughts about her life in retrospect and get to know Monique a bit better. Her story touches on the issues of racism, assault, and LGBT representation in Hollywood. While she married seven men over the years, her greatest love was a woman. She was a closeted bisexual who witnessed and secretly donated to the rising gay movements. The only gripe I had with the novel is the under characterization of Monique, who is technically the main character who we are supposed to care about. There is a twist at the end, and it didn't hit as hard as it should have. Overall though, I really enjoyed this book and would definitely recommend reading it.

My Rating: 4 stars

Burner by Robert Ford REVIEW

Summery:

It's terrifying how quickly everything can be taken away from you. Iris learns this agonizing lesson in the blink of an eye. Her future dreams. Her past life. Everything gone in a storm of pain. But this pain is only the beginning.

Audrey had the perfect life. Great husband, beautiful daughter, lots of money. Except her husband isn't the man she thought she was. Her dead husband's burner was bad. The polaroids were worse. But the secrets she uncovers next set her entire world on fire.

Two women's lives intersect because of one man's actions. The transformation is pristine, and beautiful, and filled with pain. Sometimes the scars are on the inside.

My Thoughts:

Audrey's husband is in the hospital for a stroke, and as soon as he wakes up and sees her beside him, he apologizes. Before she can ask why he's apologizing, he gets a second stroke that's much worse and takes his life. Audrey is stricken with grief, and doesn't know when to tell her daughter, who is on a vacation with friends. So she calls his work instead - only to find out that he never worked there. Upon going into his office, she opens his locked drawer and finds a burner phone - and a disturbing text offer. She also finds a secret safe with money and disgusting polaroids. But those aren't the worst she finds, as going into the locked barn, Audrey discovers a woman chained up - naked with burns all over her body. As she struggles to come to terms with the man she thought she knew, we also hear the girl's tragic story - and what she becomes.

This book was extremely well written and intriguing to read. The chapters switch from point of views between Audrey and Iris, as well as past and present. The subject matter is horrifying as Audrey learns her late husband was involved in a human trafficking ring. The characters feel very real and sympathetic, even though they don't always make the right choices. The only issue I had with the book was the ending. It ended pretty suddenly with no mention or update on Audrey's daughter's condition or what happened after she ran in with Iris. I would recommend reading this, but definitely check your trigger warnings with this one.

My Rating: 5 stars 

Mistakes Were Made by Meryl Wilsner REVIEW

Summery:

When Cassie Klein goes to an off-campus bar to escape her school's Family Weekend, she isn't looking for a hookup - it just happens. Buying a drink for a stranger turns into what should be an uncomplicated, amazing one-night stand. But then the next morning rolls around, and her friend drags her along to meet her mom - the hot, older woman Cassie slept with.

Erin Bennett came to Family Weekend to get closer to her daughter, not to have a one-night stand with a college senior. In her defense, she hadn't known Cassie was a student when they'd met. To make things worse, Erin's daughter brings Cassie to breakfast the next morning. And despite Erin's better judgement - how could sleeping with your daughter's friend be anything but bad? - she and Cassie get along in the day just as well as they did last night.

What should have been a one-time fling quickly proves impossible to ignore, and soon Cassie and Erin are sneaking around. Worst of all, they start to realize they have something real. But is being honest about the love between them worth the cost?

My Thoughts:

This was my first time reading contemporary romance, and I absolutely devoured it. The writing and pacing was well done and the characters felt like real people. The college students felt like actual college students, and Erin felt like an actual mom. You can feel the chemistry between Cassie and Erin - and it doesn't seem at all forced. They expect a one-night stand, but it turns into something else over time. Cassie and Erin don't fall in love immediately, it happens over time. It takes Cassie even longer to realize her feelings because of how terrible her previous relationship was and the fact that it's with her friend's mom. Parker, Erin's daughter, felt real too. She didn't accept the truth right away, instead distancing herself from Cassie to collect her feelings. Parker eventually accepts it and pushes them together, but it doesn't happen instantly. Acacia is Cassie's other friend who she had known since childhood. She is the one Cassie goes to about the situation, and she does her best to give advice.

This book had me laughing out loud and blushing. I would definitely recommend giving this one a read, especially if it's your first time trying out contemporary romance.

My Rating: 5 stars 

Summer Never Ends by Judith Sonnet REVIEW

Summary:

Tanner thought church camp would be boring. That this summer would be forgettable, uneventful, and lifeless. Then, he was surprised to make two friends, both of whom shared his interests and anxieties.

Together, maybe the three of them have a chance of surviving this long, hot summer . . .

But all is not what it seems at Creston Camps. Deep in the woods, there is an abandoned cabin. Inside of it lies a dark, wicked secret. A human evil that will shock Tanner and his friends to their souls . . .

Summer never ends this year. It only gets worse . . .

My Thoughts:

As someone who was raised religious and is no longer religious, this book made me feel something. Tanner is not willingly going to church camp - his parents are forcing him. He's questioning whether he actually believes in God. When he sees a familiar face at camp, and is introduced to another, Tanner thinks that maybe summer could be fun. They show him an old, abandoned cabin - but the cabin isn't in the same shape it was when they discovered it. One of the camp kids is tied up in a chair.

I really like the theme that is present - religious hypocrisy. Of course, in this book the example is extreme, but it's still a huge issue today. I will never hear "God doesn't/never makes mistakes" the same again. I really liked the backstory into why this was all happening, and the only critique I have is that the main character isn't really developed. It made it a lot harder to care about what happens in the novella. Overall, I would recommend reading this.

My Rating:  

Captive in the Underworld by Lianyu Tan REVIEW

Summary:

In the land of the dead, Queen Hades' word is law. Hades gets what she wants - always - and what she wants is a certain goddess of the springtime.

Innocent Persephone chafes beneath her mother's hawkish gaze and mercurial temper. Demeter has rebuffed all her daughter's suitors, but she is not yet satisfied; she strives to crush Persephone's spirit.

Still, when Hades pulls her into the dark realm of the underworld, Persephone longs for the world above, even if it means an eternity under her mother's thumb.

With her tears and pleas for freedom ignored by pitiless Hades, Persephone must learn to satisfy her keeper in all ways, lest she suffer the consequences.

And though she cannot deny that something blooms within her, something forbidden, Persephone despairs of ever feeling the sun upon her skin once more.

No matter the cost, Hades intends to keep her. Forever.

My Thoughts:

Persephone is kept under her mother's thumb, unable to escape her ruling or her temper. When she meets Hades at a party, she thinks nothing of it. But after an explosive fight with Demeter, Persephone finds herself kidnapped and brought into the underworld to be Hades' bride. She hates Hades, and longs to go back to the world above to be one with nature. But Persephone starts to find herself starting to like Hades against her will. And even her mother cannot break her again.

I really like the author's writing style for this book. It is very beautifully written, and drew me in on the first page. Since this is a retelling of the Greek myth, there is a lot of darker content, including abuse and assault. I think that the author handled it well by not romanticizing these things like others have done. The biggest issue I have with this novel is that the only well-rounded characters are Hades and Persephone. Every other character, even the important ones, seem very one-dimensional. I can understand some of them being underdeveloped, but it weakens the story when so many of them are.

My Rating: 3 stars