The Luminous Dead by Caitlin Starling REVIEW

Summary:

When Gyre Price lied her way into this expedition, she thought she’d be mapping mineral deposits, and that her biggest problems would be cave collapses and gear malfunctions. She also thought that the fat paycheck—enough to get her off-planet and on the trail of her mother—meant she’d get a skilled surface team, monitoring her suit and environment, keeping her safe. Keeping her sane.

Instead, she got Em.

Em sees nothing wrong with controlling Gyre’s body with drugs or withholding critical information to “ensure the smooth operation” of her expedition. Em knows all about Gyre’s falsified credentials, and has no qualms using them as a leash—and a lash. And Em has secrets, too . . .

As Gyre descends, little inconsistencies—missing supplies, unexpected changes in the route, and, worst of all, shifts in Em’s motivations—drive her out of her depths. Lost and disoriented, Gyre finds her sense of control giving way to paranoia and anger. On her own in this mysterious, deadly place, surrounded by darkness and the unknown, Gyre must overcome more than just the dangerous terrain and the Tunneler which calls underground its home if she wants to make it out alive—she must confront the ghosts in her own head.

But how come she can't shake the feeling she’s being followed?

My Thoughts:

Gyre Price has practiced cave exploring and lies to get the job, hoping to use the paycheck to look for her mother, who left the planet when Gyre was young. But the expedition isn't what she thinks it will be. Instead of having a team of handlers, there is only Em. And Em is not launching a typical mineral expedition. Gyre learns that the mission is to find Em's mother and crewmates, who went down to the area, never to be seen or heard from again. But what really upsets Gyre is the fact that she's not the first Em had sent down - and none were able to complete the mission. Most of them ended up dying in the caves. However, she is determined to be the last person Em sends down.

I really like our main characters. They are well developed and have a realistic dynamic. They go back and forth between liking each other and hating each other. It takes a while for Gyre to trust Em. I do wish we learned more about the Tunnelers - what they are and what they do. The presence of the Tunneler is probably the least terrifying thing throughout the book, despite the summary on the back. I did really enjoy this book and the bit of sapphic representation we get here, although I wish the ending was longer.

My Rating: 4 stars

The Black Farm by Elias Witherow REVIEW

Summary:

After the loss of a child along with a slew of agonizing misfortunes, Nick and Jess decide to end their lives. Unable to cope with the misery that fills their days, they commit one last act together and die in loving relief.

But when Nick wakes up, he soon realizes that death isn't the gentle darkness he expected. Panicked and horrified, he struggles to understand the twisted abominations and hellish world he's now trapped in.

Driven by desperation and a sudden will to survive, he sets out to find Jess and is unable to cope with the thought of her having to suffer through the terrors this new reality holds.

But nothing could prepare him for the nightmares he found . . . nothing could prepare him for the Black Farm.

My Thoughts:

Hats off to the author for making this the first book that made me sick to my stomach (it's a generally difficult thing to do). Nick and Jess suffered through the miscarriage of their baby, and when Jess starts returning to her normal self, they find out her sister has cancer. Reduced to shells of themselves, they decide to end it all together and escape the pain of living. But the Black Farm, governed by an entity known as the Pig, is not what they imagined for an afterlife. Filled with Pig-Borns who torture those who committed suicide, Nick realizes that he needs to find Jess (if she's there) and try to escape - or at least survive.

The writing style is pretty simple, but it packs a punch. If you are thinking about picking this up, definitely check trigger warnings. I think that this is a really interesting interpretation of Purgatory, and parts of it did make me want to puke. There are in-depth, gross descriptions of violence and gore, which I am usually fine with, but this book made me almost lose it. I would say that the first half of the book is filled with shock-value, but the second half made everything worth it. I do wish that we got more of Trent and Kevin though, I did really like them.

My Rating: 4 stars 

Ghost Station by S. A. Barnes REVIEW

Summary:

Psychologist Dr. Ophelia Bray has dedicated her life to the study and prevention of Eckhart-Reiser syndrome (ERS) - the most famous case of which resulted in the murders of twenty-nine people. It's personal to her, and when she's assigned to a small exploration crew who recently suffered the tragic death of a colleague, she wants to help. But as they begin to establish residency on an abandoned planet, it becomes clear that the crew is hiding something.

And Ophelia's crewmates are far more interested in investigating the eerie, ancient planet and unraveling the mystery behind the precious colonizers' hasty departure than opening up to her.

That is, until their pilot is discovered gruesomely murdered. Is this Ophelia's worst nightmare starting = a wave of violence and mental deterioration from ERS? Or is it something even more sinister?

Terrified that history will repeat itself, Ophelia and the crew must work together to figure out what's happening. But trust is hard to come by . . . and the crew members aren't the only ones keeping secrets.

My Thoughts:

Ophelia is trying her best to make a living for herself after cutting all contact from the majority of her family, the only exception being her sister. Being the only survivor of an ERS attack, she feels extremely guilty and wants to help prevent it from happening to others. The crew she joins recently suffered the loss of their crewmate Ava, and Ophelia hopes to help them recover and make sure nothing out of the ordinary happens. But no one wants to open up to her, except maybe Liana, who hesitantly agrees to a therapy session with her. As the crew starts their mission on the planet, they discover bodies that were previously unreported, and weird things start to happen. Ophelia thinks she might be hallucinating things, and when the pilot dies, she's not entirely certain she wasn't responsible. But is this ERS, or is it something else?

I loved reading Dead Silence by this author, so I had to pick this one up as well. While it took a little time to get into the story, I soon found it difficult to put down. Most of the characters were very well developed, and the isolation the crew found themselves in was creepy. My favorite character had to be Liana, and I wish we got more of her. I liked that we slowly got to learn about everybody's backstory and secrets they were keeping. The ending seemed kind up abrupt though, and I wish we got a little more of Kate's perspective and secrets.

My Rating: 3 stars

The Z Word by Lindsay King-Miller REVIEW

Summary:

Chaotic bisexual Wendy is trying to find her place in the queer community of San Lazaro, Arizona, after a bad breakup - which is particularly difficult because her ex is hooking up with some of her friends. And when the people around them start turning into violent, terrifying mindless husks, well, that makes things harder. Especially since the infection seems to be spreading.

Now, Wendy and her friends and frenemies - drag queen Logan, silver fox Beau, sword lesbian Aurelia and her wife Sam, mysterious pizza delivery stoner Sunshine, and, oh yeah, Wendy's ex girlfriend Leah - have to team up to stay alive, save Pride, and track the zombie outbreak to its shocking source. Hopefully without killing each other first.

My Thoughts:

This was a really fun, unserious book. It takes place during Pride Month. Wendy and her group of LGBT friends and acquaintances aren't super thrilled about alcohol company Seabrook sponsoring a new health center - they feel as if they are selling out to a huge corporation that wants to look like a savior to the community. At a gay club the night before Pride, people start turning into zombie-like creatures and violence breaks out. Some were lucky enough to get away unscathed - others not so much. Wendy and the group of survivors head to Beau's house to regroup and plan on how they could save Pride, and a trip to Leah's house for supplies uncovers a lead into what caused the violent outbreaks. 

The book is very easy and fun to read, almost like the author put something in it so that it made it hard for me to put down. The characters were pretty well-developed and likeable despite the short length of the novel. However, Wendy and Logan's relationship didn't really develop at all. They had chemistry at the beginning, but it did not last throughout the book, almost as if it was an afterthought. I would have also liked if the author explored more of the concept of how the outbreak was spread. There's only a simple explanation, and it's barely expanded on.

My Rating: 3 stars 

The Good Son by You-Jeong Jeong REVIEW

 Summary:

Early one morning, twenty-five-year-old Yu-jin wakes up to a strange metallic smell. He soon discovers his mother's murdered body, lying in a pool of blood at the bottom of the stairs of their stylish Seoul duplex. Having suffered from seizures for most of his life, Yu-jin often has trouble with his memory; all he can remember of the night before is his mother calling his name. But was she calling for help? Or begging for her life?

Thus begins Yu-jin's frantic three-day search to uncover what happened that night, and to finally learn the truth about himself and his family.

My Thoughts:

I love reading unreliable narrators, so I snatched this book up pretty quickly after seeing it. Yu-jin suffers from epilepsy, but he hasn't been taking his medication because he hates the side effects. This is important to note from the beginning. When he wakes up to the smell of blood and discovers his mother's body, he is slow to notice things due to his seizure he had the night before. Eventually, he realizes that the bloody footprints are a perfect match for his feet . . . but why would he kill his own mother? Yu-jin embarks on a journey of trying to remember the night before, which leads him to discover family secrets as well.

The book was written pretty well and was easy to read. Although it is primarily a murder mystery, it is also a character study of Yu-jin. We learn a lot about him and his family through his thoughts and encounters. Even though he is the prime suspect from the beginning, I found myself rooting for him to get to the bottom of how and why it happened. However, it does feel like it spans longer than three days with all the things going on in the book, which created a sort of disconnect for me in terms of believability. Despite this, it was a very fun book to read and I would definitely recommend it.

My Rating: 4 stars